Post by audrey on Sept 10, 2008 16:37:49 GMT -8
So, I'm deleting all my accounts. Everywhere. All of them. Forever.
... Um, some of you may think I'm crazy but I'm just going to say the truth. I've been pretty much addicted to Role Play since I was in the tenth grade. And I've been struggling with trying to limit my time on the internet and limit the number of characters and stuff like that, but really I'm a very weak person and nothing works.
So, I've known my priorities have been way outta whak. And this week was revival week and tonight I went to chapel and... well, lets just say I finally listened to what God's wanted me to do for years. I pretty much cried all over the place -- Not that RP is *wrong* but too much of a good thing *is* and... I am definitely a RP-a-holic. If the *dozens* of chars i now have to go through and delete has anything to say about it. -_-
The hardest part, of course, of all of this is leaving you guys, who have been amazing friends to me. RP has gotten me through a lot of hard times and a lot of pain-- I mean it-- A *lot* of pain. But now I'm dependent on it. I need to make a change and get focused on my life anyway-- I'm growing up. I graduate in december!
So, this will be my last post on this board, and when I'm done here I'll go on to FW and clean out everything there.
I'm really really sorry if I've ruined plots and plans. I really really am. But this is something I have to do. Any of my chars are up for grabs and I wish many new adventures for all of you.
I want to stay in touch with you guys. Email me, AIM me, Facebook me. Go to my web site!! www.christinaaylor.com
I love all of you and I hope you can understand where I'm coming from. I'm just not strong enough to keep a healthy grip on things when it comes to RP.
Again, I love you all. I'll miss this so much!!
Lurve, Tonks ze Brave
... Um, some of you may think I'm crazy but I'm just going to say the truth. I've been pretty much addicted to Role Play since I was in the tenth grade. And I've been struggling with trying to limit my time on the internet and limit the number of characters and stuff like that, but really I'm a very weak person and nothing works.
So, I've known my priorities have been way outta whak. And this week was revival week and tonight I went to chapel and... well, lets just say I finally listened to what God's wanted me to do for years. I pretty much cried all over the place -- Not that RP is *wrong* but too much of a good thing *is* and... I am definitely a RP-a-holic. If the *dozens* of chars i now have to go through and delete has anything to say about it. -_-
The hardest part, of course, of all of this is leaving you guys, who have been amazing friends to me. RP has gotten me through a lot of hard times and a lot of pain-- I mean it-- A *lot* of pain. But now I'm dependent on it. I need to make a change and get focused on my life anyway-- I'm growing up. I graduate in december!
So, this will be my last post on this board, and when I'm done here I'll go on to FW and clean out everything there.
I'm really really sorry if I've ruined plots and plans. I really really am. But this is something I have to do. Any of my chars are up for grabs and I wish many new adventures for all of you.
I want to stay in touch with you guys. Email me, AIM me, Facebook me. Go to my web site!! www.christinaaylor.com
I love all of you and I hope you can understand where I'm coming from. I'm just not strong enough to keep a healthy grip on things when it comes to RP.
Again, I love you all. I'll miss this so much!!
Lurve, Tonks ze Brave